a new day, new week with a new start! why there is kind of emptiness and how come i will feel pain? i just realise something... nothing hurts more than heartaches. i make a experiement on myself. i tried to recall the hurtful memories and tried to scald myself. well the results turned out to be expected. heartaches numbs your heart so strong tht the scalding effect is not working on me... it's painful yet the heartache is stronger. this also explains something about Jesus died on the cross. i was trying to think what was Jesus think when He was struggling with the pain.
It's touching. Though it's painful, yet He is bearing it. The Love from God that has in Him, for others and His enemies, His Spirit has gone beyond His flesh. A mortal flesh still has its limitations. There comes the power of resurrection, not logical but it came true...
His Spirit has shown us the way. Think beyond what your mortal flesh can do and you will make miracles =)