are you a christian?
of cos i am one, believed that He has died for me on the Cross at the Calvary.
Praise His Name at Highest! =)
thank you Lord.
my day starts off by buying a macdonald burger, egg muffin, and bring it for my mum breakfast. this simple act, i believe it's an act of honouring them. though only left with 5 bucks, there is still a need to get her something special for breakfast since she has a long time didnt have fastfood for breakfast after she set up her wanton mee stall. for you to see, these are some sacrifice. eating fastfood should be an enjoyment but she lost it. quite sad. she doesnt hav to do that for my family, and still can enjoy life, but she still choose to lose the freedom. all i can do is that she can do well at her work and blessed her plentifully in financial like Lord has blessed me.
Believing Him was tough, however i seems to realise the way His way of doings.
Recently i have received a call from NHG, national healthcare group, for my sponsorship. and yup! God answered my prayer, a lot. i am just hoping that the interview can pass. haha, so this money can really help to reduce my parents' burden while i concentrated on my studies, full concentration on it and on God. you see, God works in ways that you cant see, but somehow i seems to know a bit of His plan, not too much, just a bit =).
i always wanted to get this amount of money to do a lot of things, shopping, paying handphone bills and my expenditure when i am outside, becos of the previous job, a factory job that allows me to earn up to 2k each month(a lot eh?=P), i became a spendthrift. only till recently i began to realise that, hey each cents do count and when they really accumulates it can be quite an amount, like saving $10 each week, 52 weeks and you hav $520, and as every year you save in an increasing rate, like first year $10 per week, 2nd year $20 per week, then 3rd year $30 and so on and so for, is a quite an adequate amount. and that can be used for early marriage haha! =) =P =D! saving is finally important to me =D. and i know God wants me to mature in everything before i was given this amount of money.
secondly, this supports me financially thus giving sense of security which i dun need, becos Jesus has given it to me =). but what's the most important is that, my Lord told me to find some spiritual sons to worship Him together =). that brings me to another step towards God, the spirit of fathering! and everything will go according to God's promise...=) hurray!=)
my sponsorship, if i got it, i will be going to Alexandra Hospital(AH) for work after 4 years, and sure there is a distance from my house, since in 4 years' time AH is going move to yishun,but the distance between her and me will be shorter, like half an hour, since from my house to hougang is like.. hmm 1 and 1/2 hrs i think. Praise the Lord! before that moment i stepped into the society i can see the problems surfaced to me through her. she is working in a nursing home yet the crappy thing is the schedule of the work. it's going to affect my spirit man and i am not going to be punctual for my cell and other God's work. forgive me Lord. the distance of her and me , makes us easiler to meet each other after work. yeah! Praise the Lord! =)=D. what you see is not what you saw. remember that.
at the end of the day, you will have a lot of commitment in your stuffs and yup, do have te strength to carry on and do have the courage to say that you are not able to take it =)
thank you Lord
I am borned to Honour and Praise your Holy and Gracious Name!
I live to die for you!
May Your Presence dwell among us and Lord, guide her to find you.
and i will guard her like how you guard me.
I Believe You are always Beside me,
cos I SIMPLY BELIEVE! =)