for two to come together into a relationship, it's a kind of blessing from Lord. i asked my christian fren who are in relationship. well he is also a great man of God. he realised that his past relationships are feeding himself only, but praise the Lord, he found back what he has lost =). kinda happy for him though. the emotions will be up and down of cos, but both must help each other to grow more in Lord. this also tells me that God loves her a million more times than the way of i loving her, well there's no way to compare lol.
yeah indeed. fathering is also important in the process too. nothing can be worse than the rejections from your loved ones. these setbacks can either train you to be stronger or you fall all the way down to pit haha. =)
not taking things for granted... hmm! always must remember that... cos that's the common mistake of youngsters nowadays, i guess. the days she's with me i hav always taken granted, just feeling like, "Norman" on the TV show, in the past. well thinking of being wanted to be her, yet can be thinking of other gals, and can talk straightforward to her...i wonder how i can do that, so cruel! haiz. bad me bad me ... luckily repented phew, otherwise how am i going to be accountable in the rest of my life? good lesson for me! and it's quite hard to see it by your point of view.
there is a common point between us. we always feel inferior for each other. for me i always think that there should be a better guy for her, a more handsome and better temperd guy for her. not she's not worthy for me, but i am not worthy for her.
this is a test.
well that's all for today!
Hope my Lord can make me love Him and embrace Him as much as i love her.
cos this is an Everlasting Love.
she will not be a passerby in my life.
and yeah. guarding these loves arent easy,
but i know my Lord is going to increase my capacity of love,
cos I SIMPLY BELIEVE IN HIM...! =)