God has given us a identity.
yes He has given us ways of solutions and wise choices to make our destinies.
what we born are our identity, it may be hard to accept but it's up to one to choose them.
yeah, a lot of things going on. tian xi's b'day and gabriel is leaving singapore. oh well how i wish they can enjoy themselves. yeah, seeing my brothers happy will actually make my day better. toda yi long also came. yeah, as a brother, i do feel heartache to see him in this postion. lost hope and faith in the families, us and his family. though we feel hurt, Chris felt the most. since he is our leader and "a-pa", a member, and his "son went away, he will feel the hearache that is even 10 folds worse than us. why? he treat us like his blood and flesh sons. and we do we treat him like father? of cos yes. i am giving him respect and to honour him is my task, it's also a way to honour Jesus Chris and our Father in Heaven.
dunno what to tell him and really feel helpless. i didnt know a lot of things until today. his mother is sick, his younger brother is rebelling and his older brother always disappeared and he lost all his hopes in his family. all! what makes one to be so weak until he has no hope with his family? i dunno. but there is something i know. maybe even the family is falling, like what joy says, it's all past, and you hav to continue to do it daily, starting from today. he has no aim, nothing in his life. what i can see now is that, whether he wants the family to be back, and how willing is he going to do that? for me, i think he is the only one standing normally and helpless in the family, the one who is holding the family together. he knows that the family will fall someday, yet he is feeling hopeless and helpless. the current situation he is in no one will understand. it's like there is a need for the family to reunite again. how to?
i dunno. yup there is a lot of questions i dunno. maybe start off with the parent. encourage her mother, and it may leads to a chain, where her mother will encourage her second son, that is yi long, then yi long will unite with his younger brother to bring this family alive, then as the family becoming stronger, as it took the atttention of his elder brother, and slowly drags him back to the family becos of the family moral support.
we are fortunate actually. my Lord has blessed me a ideal family, and a shelter and sufficient knowledge that i need to know. i dun ask for much except His Knowledge, His Grace, His Love, His Faithfulness, more in finanical and lastly, more anointing among us. He has also blessed me with a good and true buddies and brothers. they are out there for me. and simply spoke to them with simple thoughts and what we think about each other. however these brothers and buddies are not easily called. i do commit some of my time to them whenever i am free, like how i disturb terrence and shawn =). they hav the resources for me to tap. ask and you shall be given. Praise Lord!
recently i just realised there is no such thing as fast maturity. it takes time or even forever to mature in one aspect of life. =)
thanks Lord for placing so much great stuffs in my life.
may her find the way in you,
bless my families, biological and spiritual.
belss her families, biological and spiritual.
bless the people among us.
there is time when i will dont believe you, but Lord,
please forgive me.
whenever i dun believe that is You,
You hav always shown me miracles that You have been here, always besides me.
thank you Lord so much.
find your ways in Him lady!
May this Land be saved under Your Name Jesus Christ.
I seek and ask sincerely under the Gracious and Almighty Name i ask and pray!
Amen.
may Lord you watch over her, guide her.
i will still be there to hold on that.
becos of the overflowing Love from God,....
As I JUST SIMPLY BELIEVE! =) 26/8