God He REIGNS! GOD HE REIGNS!
FOREVER MORE!~
yesterday sociology and psychology exam was a stressed one, becos i saw my result on net. so i prayed to Father, Lord i will just commit the rest of time, what may happen to me i dun care, i just simply ask and seek your Wisdom in Heaven, for there is nothing greater than You. it's like a stone in my mind,my brain tells me, "hey stop stop! i cant absorb anymore" i will tell it, hey come mon last paper after today you can hav fun. of cos my heart is the main controller so my brain got no control. just tried my best yesterday. i think i am really tired out by just studying and stressed out. during in the library i can just lie there and poof! i am asleep for a few minutes and still managed to pull myself up. it's by God's Grace that i am able to pull myself up. but even i tried to study, school library got a lot of distractions. people talking, walking around and blah blah blah. though studying for sometime, and there comes my stomach!
my stomach was having a GAMBLE RUMBLE! no doubt! it's a stomach ache! when i was there stressing myself to study, this "rumbling" wave kept propelling in my stomach, and the mixed feelings were there, stomachache, vexing, brain had a stone, 3 different ones woo hoo! in the end changed a place to study and yeah, got that place quite fast. though i studied a while, my mind was really in a blank. oh well well, the best thing in the end was bible and yeah, it really calmed my heart my stress level down. that time i was also playing Ye Qu(Jay Chou's) and so i began to fall asleep again haha =D.
but still have to praise God! cos it's by His Grace that i was able to manage the paper. like there's still an hour left. haha =D. something miraclously happened....!!
during that paper, when i was doing sociology that part, her name appeared on the paper!! ahh..! why? is it God ask me it is time to sms her or something? i didnt laugh at God but it's kinda funny. out of so many name why must be her? well i dun mean that this sounds bad, but really this TIME MUST REALLY THANKS HIM, BE GRATEFUL AND APPRECIATE HIS HELP!!
really.
it's becos through her name by God's Grace, i was able to remember of some stuffs she done in her nursing home. though i didnt really saw she when she was working in nursing home but, yup her tender and delicate care for the elderly was really touching and yeah, i miss her =). i didnt see it, it's through her pictures she took. so pictures are really memories, can be good or bad, and they are marvellous and wonderful. they really spoke a thousand words into my heart and my mind, and i tends to imagine she was wearing a green uniform and working, it's a nice one=). administratoring at the counter, doing doctor's work, taking blood pressure with stethscope around her neck, tied hair, no makeup... yea! these things she will never show when she's out, but yet my Lord showed to me, thanks God =) . maybe my imagination have been already too "creative" or something, she just dun showed her sad front, a strong woman of God=).
anyway praise the Lord, i dunno whether this is vision or what haha. but i think this is something God wants me to see ba=). me still havent finished my Ps YC homework, lol going to do that after this. maybe i may seems like i am too concentrated on these stuffs but i am not =). i know tehre's still a lot of things for me to build foundations in others' heart, such as having a spiritual child and sow seeds of Jesus Christ in child's heart, and mould their lives into Christlike what the Potter's hand has done to me. it's not easy and it's satisfying. it can takes up to a lifetime to do that, like a chinese saying, bai nian shu ren.
thanks God for all these.
may Lord Bless the rest like You Bless me everyday,
for this World is your Lord,
Blessed is Your Name, Jesus Christ!
you will surely find your way in Him, lady
for you are a great woman of God.
guarding this love isnt easy isnt tough,
Just the simple faith and simple love of God,
Cos i JUST SIMPLY BELIEVE! =) 25/8