well there's a lot of stuff going on, recently too much.
God's works, schoolwork, and all stuffs. too much.
though so but still kinda glad Lord's with me, haha.
you may look down on me, despise me, dun look down on my age,
i am speaking life to those who are older than me.
i challenge you evil one, you may corrupt people souls and even mine,
i will still get my feet back again, but at the day of judgment,
you will be sent to abyss, eternal hell. blessed our Lord's name at the highest! =)
ah today has been a day, just missed her a bit but missed my Lord a lot. and i feel like my emotions are kinda up and down. haha. and yup, a lot of things happening around changes my thinking. for example, samuel says God dun help people who dun help themselves. yeah indeed but only to a certain extent. these words can drive a man crazy, if one dunno how to control. =D today i finally let down all my stress in His place, my worries and my woes and of cos my tears. my tears came when the song "everything i need" is played. why? i think i depend on myself so much that i almost could not take it. and yup today, my Lord has tempted me. =)
so, if you think that you can stand from temptation, be careful that you dun fall. 1st cor chapter 10 verse 12 to 13. woo nice one. who knows me better than Him? lol.
it seems like He tempted me with gals who are better and beautiful than her. wahaha! Praise the Lord! i have overcomed it but i think there is more to come haha. Lord will provide you a way for you to stand under it, and yeah, i understand why she's like that le. thanks Lord =).
I am searching for the sense of longing for God. may my Lord leads her and me to Him, like what He does to me today =). the bonding.... hmm haha! foresee... and change the destiny!
Praise Lord!
Lord i just want to commit my time under Your Hands,
and dun forget the promise of Your Grace. =)
i will continue to love her and commit myself in you.
in most of the fallen times i will still hold onto Jesus,
IT'S BECAUSE I STILL BELIEVE THAT WHEN I AM FALLING AND AWAY FROM YOU,
YOU ARE ALWAYS BESIDE ME =).