finally find back myself. what i am used to be. and of cos i am struggling with my flaws and weakness, need to remind myself again in the day and day, about what i have repented. and yeah, i began to judge again.
dunno whether is it judge or weighting stuffs out lol. something i dun like, judging others... woo.. but but. luckily it's not about judging people, but judging what is the best for my patients. yeah, something went wrong. lol. well my interview wasnt accepted, maybe i told them that the results is out 2 weeks later haha, but today is 14/9 and my results is out tomoro, 15/9, which is lesser 1 week from what i have said lol.
today, i finally found myself again. thanks to Nyklus and Chris. i am what i am. i can repent on my weaknesses and my bad points, something i can fo everyday. though maybe facing too much struggle ba, that's why i am stressed haha. =D. thanks Lord has placed such great leaders in my life haha. hallelujah! *finally got the spelling correct =P*. how imperfect Christian i am lol. well i am a human, that's not much i can do =D. especially, cannot stop what others want to think, what they want to eat, what they want to follow, what they want to do, and what they want to say. influence them ar...? maybe can try hehe =D.
i am a Simple man, living on Simple Life with a Simply Mind. dun ask for too much. just show and allow me to process it a bit, and Lord, just show me can le. just like you ask us to follow Your Words and not to think too deep. =). simple obedience pleases Him. =)
ahh here also want to thanks in maple, that it is she that awakened my senses. i am what i am, in the end i will still be my own personal way and style. yeah, be clear what you are in the past for the good side and change away the bad side, like the bad habits and whatever others told you is bad, cos it's often we cant see ourselves haha =).
if you are influenced by others please wake up!
how to see whether you are influenced or not.... hmm a question, ask your fren;
did you change a lot?
that gal in maple tell me yeah i changed a lot, my heart became hardened, and yup i became stricter. not to myself only but to others. well there is good and bad. i just realised i am becoming another person's image, the person's shadow. no no, that's the worst thing i can ever be. =D
that's me! haha=D
muahaha~ time to out reach lo... hehe! =D
may my Lord bless me in everything.
My Lord i placed my Simple Faith under You,
may this Simple Faith that i use in Believing Glorifies Your Name =).