for my Lord i am sorry.
that day really come and i repent Lord.
You give the way i wanted,
You hav proved me wrong.
but believing You was the right thing. phew luckily i didnt fly out of Your Word.
if i do, i repent, pls forgive me =).
these few days, are great, especially the few days after my Bday! on my bday day was plain, but after that was fun. saturday i went out with my parents. before that day was cell and discussing about some stuff for outreach, sometimes, i think it's a burden and trouble, it's always Chris Tan and Chris Fun. ahh.. Chrises, zzz. just dun like the taste. kinda falling away from God and Jesus Christ.
e way i am thinking is already wrong le. haiz. may my Lord forgives me.
recently got touched by my God. everytime i worship Lord with the song, "everything i need", my tears always flow. it's natural. maybe. i dunno =). especially when you know the lyrics and how the song flows, before you continue singing and knowing what is going on for next. and yeah, knowing what you are going to see...
that's what happening to me now. maybe i am not stable now or something, but Lord has kinda great plan for me. maybe? i dunno ba. preparing me something with what He has already in Hand. for all the past and reflections, i knew i am wrong. finally He proved me, Praise the Lord! haha!=D was it a test for perseverance? was it a test for resisting temptatiom? i dunno. my Lord has blessed me though, but it's all over, and a new start, a real start. =) but before i can start anytime, there is a need to understand and know more people. there's more to come =).
hurting one and other will be necessary, but the pain can be reduced to the lowest. i am looking for someone to commit and be understanding, cos i will be busy with God's work, and also the commitment will be tough but it's a good time because for both to love each other more, treasure each other more =).
maybe i am wrong but i hope not =).
My Lord has Blessed my Days, but that doesnt end here.
I know my Lord will Bless my people, especially those who love me, bless them Lord!
the day You hav blessed me,
is that Day i Believed in You,
with my Little Faith that pleases You. =)