man are not what man are thinking to be.
like me, i am not what you think i am to be.
do stereotype me if you what.
always think that i am those kind of people who often "ps" people at the last minute. well though i have tried my best to change that weakness, but somehow people doesnt convince by that.
these below are my priorities. =)
God, my spiritual and biological family, my Love and lastly, friends =).
not saying that friends cant ask me out but, do tell me earlier =). advance book me lol, maybe you think i am too proud or what, but frankly speaking i am packed by my schedule, zzz. as long as i promised you or heng heng that day i am free, i sure will go out. otherwise i will tell you i cant go.
you can go ask dylan and rachel what is the most important thing for a Christian, and sure they will say it's God work. even that day she came late becos of cell dylan didnt say a thing. but on that day, it seems like no one appreciate it lol. actually speak truthfully i did have the feeling of not going but i know if i dun go, no one is going to take my words seriously anymore. you know what i am really stressed? i am stressed that not only to you guys i hav to account to, but also Chris! maybe for others' flaws and weaknesses i have no rights to speak. but i hope either both parties can dont tell me things that is so sudden for me to take. cos i am tired le, no longer that carefree and less freedom. well i will still try my best to mark my words, cos He taught me so. and though the Civics and Moral education does the same thing, but i have forgotten totally =).
let no man except those God set over you be your guide,
and let no one except God be your judge.
maybe the way of teaching is different. and the way of understanding is way too different. lol, no one knows. hope this two sentences guide me through =). man are different kinds and we are unique even in the way of thinking, others might hav thought others think too much, while they didnt realised that they also think a lot. =) a brain is for you to think, and i think the way i am thinking is that, i am always finding solutions, including being in the person's shoes and yeah stimulate a result and if cant, go for a break and try other ways out, personally =). thinking my way through, and of cos pray about that =D.
having Lord is kinda privileges. haha~ cos it's kinda peaceful in the cubicles that i am looking after and ya, there's also special patients too. maybe not too happening though. kinda fun but tired out easily =). hope my holidays is coming soon. and thanks Lord for putting a good example in my cubicles! hallelujah! =) Lord has blessed me =).
appreciating Your efforts for me,
Since the day I BELIEVE IN YOU.