today... a good day =),
it's always been good, Praise Lord. everyday different lessons were learnt. today learnt how to handle rejections, hope my endurance and tolerance level is rising everyday. and yeah felt my heart is kinda heartened, or it's already heartened. no longer tears in my heart crying for His people, but for myself and yes Lord i repent... =)
Praise the Lord.
Maybe my Lord only my Lord knows what happening. yeah that anoymous is me =D. not my blog but hers =D. not funny i know =D. didnt really go for other gals after left her, until she had a bf and yeah... everything is finally over le.
still dun know why my Lord stopped me?
maybe becos i will still continue to hurt her?
maybe she will become someone who loves God better?
maybe God is dragging me away from this forbidden relationship?
maybe God is dragging me away from sin?
or there's something better for me when time comes?
or maybe there's somemore others? i dunno.
go away rainy days =D!
okay.. time to stop all my nonsense le... must stop!
kiss goodbye to all relationships! *think it's time to get that book le,hees!*
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whahaha!! =D
trust Him, submit to Him, obey Him, develop myself for Him,
and yeah, thanks Lord He has changed me from a super sadist to someone who is soft hearted guy... Praise His Name to the Highest!! Hallelujah! though it's kinda struggle, by God's Grace I will make it! how? i dunno. maybe He uses someone to rebuke the evil soul out of me.
oh ya! realised something. the route i choose for myself in future, give me the hands of destruction and hands of healing. with my both hands, i can heal one's wound however, with the same pair of hands, i can destroyed one's life. i could just simply uses my hand to make a wound on the person's skin, tear the skin wider to allow my hands to go in and do more damages to the person's body*woo sadist=(*. but thanks God, for your trust on me=). He, who is good, knows and gives man the chances to change, and when man wanted to does evil, He will always have ways to destroy or stop the person, make one to repent but of cos, still has to suffer his own consequences.
Praise Him*though the feeling not there=(*
Hope I am still holding onto You.=)
If I didnt, =(
please bring me back to You =)