On the quest of Searching.

The Start of the World... Genesis.

Indeed our Lord is good. Seeing things by Faith, by Hope and by Love.
Recovering from my "wounds", everyday is better than the past certainly.
Well on sunday, it started from okay to bad and to very good! =P

I saw her again...and hatred began to gathered within my Heart, and when coming to afternoon, hatred becomes stronger and stronger. Love causes one to love and hate very easily... For just one moment that she say she likes you, you can be the most happiest man on that day but when she say broke up, you can fall from heaven to earth and went deep into the underground Hell, feeling like made up of the Satan's powers and covered with it. Even worse, destroying the whole world. i think most probably because of memories. It just disturbed me very very badly. Wanted to suggest me for a brain wash or sealed up the memories by a psychiatrist lol? i did thought of that =P!but it's kinda unfair to those who loved me. Memories are wonderful yet painful.

Service time! During service, I told Dad and her about that feeling. I think there is a need to confess.Why? I dun hav an answer at that time, and if yes, i will find myself with excuses not to tell dad and her.. Luckily i didnt hav the reason not to confess =). Later she began to question and I began to use harsh words to go against her, holding my anger. Though so, because she has blessed me, my heart was touched at that moment, indeed my heart felt lighter at that time, seems like things began to be colourful again... at that moment my heart was soften and things started to change. Well only ones who experience it will know the great feeling. guess that "rock" was gradually lifted by the great Love and Grace of God...and of course God's word on that day i didnt even heard a thing LOL =x =D!!

People keep turning towards the past, not knowing time is still running..Living in the Past...Worst mistake of Man. Allow me to be cruel. Time is precious from the time we are borned till the end of our lifespan but i die die also dun believe that time will end for us as ones who lives in the society and in Christ.

Again my handphone bills is here! Argh!! haiz... kinda sad =( can't pay them off straight. I believe things don't only have dead end, and in fact when things come to a standstill, alternative ways are being showed spread out into more locations, there are always choices... guess this service is going to be cut off because i didnt manage to pay finish it. I did believe that things might turn out better.

Our generation has become the fruits of the earlier generation but this doesn't turn out well. Everything has its beginning and end, the alpha and the omega.
Generation D = Generation Debts. I am a good example lol =D.

Love can be a killer of your Life.I did enjoyed and suffer from it. Great power can be bring from there,but also Hatred can also.What happen you lost it?
and what can happened to you?

But this doesnt means End of the World...Revelation.

Nothing.
Simply Nothing.
Lives with your Life, cos the Time is still running. =)
Bless She ,who leaves you, will regret and she will find a better one also =)
See beyond it =)
See beyond what you can't see,
for you can foresee and farsight than those who leaves you =)
but also you must reflect on it, and work on it.
Accept what is non-pleasing for you.
For they can be greatest corrections that can work in your life,
because they are things that you cant see at your point of view.

Shouldnt we worry so much?
Yeah... in fact we shouldnt =)
Well I lay all my troubles and problems on His Hand and at His Throne, for He will keep me away from harm and pain.
I believe that I will get my NUH sponsorship for sure! =p
I believe that His Words and Promises for the rest of the world and me will come true...

Because I simply BELIEVE! =)