my last post sounded kinda depth within lol.
finding back what i belong and what i was, and is. for i dun live in and for the past, but the present and future. everyday is a beautiful day. every lady is a beauty and yup all men are handsome, though i dun have much confidence in myself lol. anyway today though of a lot of personality, somehow, it's kinda wrong. everything has its different sides of face, good and bad.

an example, a pyramid, which has 5 faces, 4 side and 1 base. each face is so different from each other in the angle of light. when light is directly shining on 1 face, the others will be dark. this shows that, even when one is getting all the rewards do not forget people who is making effort at the back. it's because of the the 3 other sides and the base is supporting the one, which is being shone by light, that's why it can be shone by the light.

and yuppy! i want to gives thanks! =D

it's because of God's grace, and the leaving of the others, then i am be able to Chris's son. (though i dunno whether is it a good thing or not.) maybe my voice is being heard by God, God replied to me with His voice. Praise God, kinda funny though. i still remember that time i am asking myself when am i under wei min but not Chris. lol. lets hope Chris wont get angry when he heard this lol =X. or maybe it's all predestinied? i dunno. the feeling of seeing things left away but cannot do anything is real bad, especially when God entrust it under your hands and you lost it, thinking that you can never be accountable for that. however, i think it's all a type of training, if things are not being lost, how did the person, who lost the stuffs, treasures it? maybe it's a great price, but there's a valuable lesson within and i believe it's sure something behind it.
it may sounds like a humans' choices but, God will sure make something out of it for you to learn. winning and saving souls is certainly great, but to learn something from God is something more valuable than those things.

and by God's grace i found this family, a real gracious and loving family. everyone puts in effort, commitment, love, blessings, prayers, and the most important thing, is FAITH, especially faith from Christoper Fun.. hees! my a-pa again! so proud sia! haha!=D
Faith in God. the head of family must have the strongest faith otherwise, even the faith within the members are stronger, the family will still fall apart, because the head has lost hope, and the rest will slowly dies off, like a kerosene lamp without much oil left. His faith for Yilong to return is still burning, and of course mine too! =D * wah not bad sia, my faith can stand with him =) hees!=D*

compared to other cells, ours is a real good one. most of the spiritual leaders seems to fall away when they are busy with work, however, Chris still make out time for that, Praise God that He refreshes Chris's soul everything. Hallelujah! =D
appreciate that, man, Dad! =D

ah! also thanks my brothers and my real daddy, that they drives this lazy me to school everyday, haha! God bless them!

those who are having illnesses and just recovered, jia you wor.. God is with you guys, no longer you will feel weary, and you will be refreshes by Lord.

Lord
i longed to see Your Face,
may Your Glory fills Our place.

everything will fall in place, everything will begin,
Because of the simple faith that i am simply believing in You =).

~ a leader, nuturing and building up lives, submitting and follow to His ways, having a revolutionary mind of ideas! ~